I cannot repent!
This message is for those people who fear the Holy Spirit may no longer be dealing with them. It is for you who feel your heart has been calloused over; and who long for the day when your heart will become tender again, so that you may repent and be saved. You sorrow over the fact that you cannot sorrow for your sins. You think, "If only my heart would break, then God would hear me and save me!" But you are wrong sir! Like the prophets of Baal, you are deceived into thinking your broken heart and much sorrow will gain the attention of God.
1Ki 18:28-29 KJV (28) And they cried aloud, and cut themselves after their manner with knives and lancets, till the blood gushed out upon them. (29) And it came to pass, when midday was past, and they prophesied until the time of the offering of the evening sacrifice, that there was neither voice, nor any to answer, nor any that regarded.
Oh beloved! Is God not answering you? Then understand it is neither your sorrow, nor your tears, nor your broken heart that gains the attention of the Great Jehovah. It is rather the sorrow, tears, and broken body of the Lord Jesus Christ. So, do not let your cold heart keep you from coming to God! Rely rather upon the heart of Jesus, who was the man of sorrows and acquainted with grief.